Well, it’s been a month since I last spoke to Trish and that conversation didn’t go very well to say the least. Today I sadly deleted her number from my phone. The temptation to call her has been growing over the last week or so, if only to see how she’s doing and to find out if she’s happy but that would be opening up a wound that should really heal. I know this is what’s best but as every relationship, it’s always hard letting go.

I think I miss her companionship the most but our relationship was destructive for both her and me. She’s a gorgeous person bot inside and out and most would say I was fool for letting her go and there are days I think so myself but it has to be this way. I just hope she’s happy now. As time passes I hope I can be as well.