Well at this point I feel like I’m in the middle of a train wreck with this whole thing. Flower’s got so much to deal with right now it’s enough to make you’re head explode. It’s so frustrating not being able to do anything about it and on top of it I’m trying to not be selfish and not get upset. It’s absolutely mind numbing. On one hand I’m so frustrated and disappointed as a boyfriend and on the other I know none of it is her fault and what she has to go through to sort things out is nothing short of gargantuan. It’s hard having a girlfriend who most days is summed up in phone calls, text and instant messages.
I guess if I had one wish right now it would be for Flower’s life to get easier and brighter very soon. She needs it very much.





